im preoccupied. not that im busy. i stopped the loaned maid. i figure if i want people to clean my hse, i can just pay the maid service to lap tingkap ke hapa. as of now i tak pernah pown suruh dorang datang cuci2 lagi. bukan kotor sgt pown. thank god with minimise furniture & deco, cleaning is easy. lagipon aircon service tu baru cuci 5 unit aircon ai. seribu henggit chargenye. having the loaner nie mcm leceh. nak kena hantar nak kena ambik. & anything that happen in my hse, what i do apparently went over to the other hse. khepocey betul. heh takde privacy. enuf said.

luqman now is one active little boy. watching him playing make the world around me stop moving. i become idle. at time he can even tease me back. i cant wait to take him out to the gymboree & let him play with other kids. but to tell u the truth, i still havent get the confident to go out just the two of us. i mean driving with baby. with the cosco baby seat, the bimmer front seat shape with airbag infront, i dont quite get the way how shall i put my little one when i need to drive. perhaps hubby can figure how to turn off that airbag on the front passenger seat. with the station wagon lagila mak tak reti. klu ada driver pon senang kan hikhik. harap hubby bolehle bagi satu next time ok. senang ai nak pegi melawat mana2. 

alamak, terlupa was invited to costume party anak yani this weekend yg theme nye superhero. perluke mak2 budak nie kena pakai mcm superhero juga? matila...apa superhero yang montel semacam ai nie? ak sesuai....and luqman? adake costume2 for small baby nie...pening dah! first time ai nak bawak anak ai pegi party2 budak mcm nie. dah le mak dia event organiser yg malatop. owh hadiah lagi...sempat ke nak pegi cari nie...

my dear...when u come back this wed, we go find sumthing for aniq.

after gigih membuat hyperstimulation seminggu sudah, alhamdulillah susu dah semakin bertambah :) no. i have not started luqman with formula yet. dah beli tapi packing masih mcm tu juga :D i plan to drink it. boleh ke? boleh la kot. mahal beb. 40 bucks for that small tin. apa kes. so i sekarang gigih menyambung bf as long as i can :))) (my hubby is the happiest on this decision, im sure) dan bila luqman besar sikit bagi dia minum fresh milk european style hikhik

im also happy to note that after one month plus jadi surirumah sepenuhmasa takde bibik & all, i become more dicipline dan gigih menyiapkan kerja2 rumah :) tapi mode itu akan automatic jadi tak berdisiplin & malas lembik aje bila the loaned maid come every monday & tuesday. now i really know how pemalas i was when maids were around in the house all this while. so im thinking to cut down her stay with me only to a day instead of two days so my usaha gigih takde la kejap berkobar2 kejap malap :))) or maybe biweekly ke. once a month ke.

lagipown i tak berapa minat dgn keje2 dia tu. tak bersih pown. thanks to her, kitchen cabinet i dah byk semut sebab mereka pegi berkerumun on my pinggan mangkuk yg dicuci tapi masih ada sisa2 makanan atas tu. haih. i tak kuasa nak tegur dia sbb i know maid2 nie akan kepala angin sikit bila kita byk tegur sgt. lagi2 kalau majikan muda dari dorang. dah masak dah perangai dorang.

and after nine months on mommying, alhamdulilah syukur i dpt jaga sendiri & lihat anak membesar. rasa seronok sgt bila tengok gelagat little luqman.

hari depan semakin cerah. i can feel it.

luqman was very fussy baby a couple of days ago. seriously. he was miserable for no reason. at least i feel that way, boleh? and my sister bought me woodwards gripe water & asked me to give him a teaspoon of it. i am not quite a believer (thats for wind not gum ache) tapi bagi juga :D sikit je. and hes back to his cheerful mood. and im happy that his appetite has improved. 

have u guys using this remedy before? is it good? 

my milk production was distrupted after no eating no drinking for the whole last month. i normally would get 4oz each side, but it has decreased when i pump them now :(

so i decided to start luqman on formula. initial plan was after he reach 1 year. but i dont want him lacking any nutrient needed for growth. anyways..i went to solaris to get the formula but ended up confused which is good & suitable for him. haih. spoiled for choices. no lactose? vanilla? chocolate? soy? but most of them are for children 1 year and above. which milk is suitable for baby? or can i give him the one which written for i year old? he is nine months old now. please help...

but i also doing some hyperstimulate to increase the breastmilk production again so that i can provide  him both.

heri just collected circus to be sent to paws. we are sending him to rest in peace. he is very old & sick. i am not a cat lover, but had grew fond of this persian since he came & stayed with us last two years.

i couldnt hold my tears to see him for the last time. me & luqman waved him goodbye. i know my husband is very sad (he is at work now)

we loved you circus. that is why we sent you to sleep forever. 

haih i am now tgh bersilat sorang packing for balik kg. yes. changes of plan. adoi. excited tapi haru la. packing sorang2. takde bibik yang boleh suruh. takpe. selambe.

this week (last week of ramadhan) penuh la dgn aktiviti buka puasa di sana sini. best! takyah masak bagai & cuci stove. nyampah i cuci2 stove nie. ada tak self cleaning stove?

so guys, will be back updating my blog after raya. chewah mcm celebrity blogger jer. mcm ramai follower jer. hehe. takpe. perasan.

allright, selamat hari raya aildilfitri to all of you :)) mohon maaf kira ada silap & salah.

i sent luqman to have his hair cut yesteday. boy...he look older than his actually age with his new hair style. it is mohawk hikhik. my stylist did that. he was a very good boy when they actually styling him. i would normally ask the stylist to just cut thin layer all around. yeah luqman was born with very thick hair. and it grows fast, that is why the need of trimming very often. and it is 15 ringgit each time. mahal juge. dulu masa newborn, i trim sendiri but after 3 months  i dah tak boleh handle so pi hantar kedai, senang. i also have the idea of keeping his hair abit longer with fierce bang (kinda cute for small boy kan) tapi his hair kasar & tercacak aje. teknik rebonding je boleh tame that kind of hair hehe.

and finally the dvd box set of your baby can read was ready and we collected yesterday. glad that luqman can quite watching them. he is normally would not be so interested watching whats on tv. he is more interested on physical. u know what i mean, pushing the dining chair everywhere, climbing up on the sofa, banging my laptop. owh he love to dance too (faizal kata ni mesti ikut emak dia kaki clubbing, adoi!) now i put that on the daily basis for him. hope he will be able to learn something (mcm iklan susu sel2 otak akan bergabung hehe)

p.s. received news that my dear friend izma is hospitalised due to some bleeding. pray she & baby are allright. 

i just started wearing beautiful corset. feel great! i can finally see some curve again after so long. i know people are saying its not as good as doing sit up & eating well. but heck i need those to keep my already flabby shape from getting flabbier. plus, it straight up my slouchy posture resulted from weight gained during pregnancy. i used to have great body with good posture. oh i dont know....it just so hard to get those back these days.

thing like this can definitely boost your confident level. will update more on the results later.

come monday, i always feel terribly weak, sluggish with sleepy head. phew even people like me, sahm get the monday blues mood. just like today! maybe not as bad as those who have to be in the rigid office. now i understand how it was developed. you were having blasting weekend, paint the town red...so the exhaustion come the day after, which is monday.

i am the type who normally get hit hard by monday blues. i remember when i just started working after finish school, every monday i feel like quiting my job...because i was spending my weekend upside down.

now i purposely to have made the arrangement for my loaned maid to be around on monday & tuesday, ask her to keep an eye on my little explorer & i get good nap hours :)))

im going out tonite to have a nice dinner with kahl at tonyromas to cheer up my monday.even kitchen is blues. blues la sangat!

of course luqman can follow bonda & daddy. (i know, satu traditional, satu modern...simply sbb mum is traditional/kampung girl yang cakap melayu & dad is city boy yang first language is english)